Just trying to talk silly to myself here. Just got back from the doctor and the ECG report said some air are passing through this little wound in my heart causing it to palpitate, causing me to struggle with my breathing. I was not very convinced with that kind of explanation so I better check with the Internet and some other books I have at home. But my doc told me that I should avoid getting stressed, getting angry, getting tired, all those sort of things. If I wanted to avoid all these things, I have to have my husband beside me. That's all, thank you.
But what. He's not here. For long. Therefore God wanted me to have him...all of him. My little Gabriel is a great source of joy for me, for obvious reasons, but sometimes he can also cause me stress, for VERY obvious reasons -- especially at his age.
So yeah, God, thank you that you are there. No amount of medicine can make me well. Your love is more than enough.
3 comments:
Are you feeling ok now? I hope this nothing serious just missing your lovey.
~ Maping
thank you for dropping by maping! missed your blogs already. tried clicking your website every once in a while. im kinda ok. well, i have to always think i am ok because it helps a lot. though i still need to go for a second opinion.
hay, too many things to write yet so little time, you know that I'm giving birth in a month plus school, etc...
anyways, did the doc give u a copy of your ECG? there are ways to interpret them..sometimes normal lng man na...but if its something serious they will tell you right away esp. if involves a medical emergency.
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